BLIND NO MORE
Ever since I donned the hat of a Group Manager, Brand Integration and CSR in Radio Mirchi, I am unlearning and learning a lot every single day. From being in Programming and catering to clients, to sit on the other side of the table, and for a change, giving briefs and deadlines to event companies, designers and many a times rejecting ideas, it’s a different ball game altogether.
Actually I feel a trifle uneasy rejecting concepts right away. I know how much goes in creating that one master piece of a creative only to be turned down by the client. But then that’s the way corporate works. If it’s not upto the standard and expectations, then its not.
I must admit, more than meeting agencies and discussing events, what has really kept me creatively busy is the CSR bit. To use our audio expertise in making a weekly audio news reel for the visually handicapped, I did not realize would be such a fulfilling experience.
This new role of mine took me to NAB, the National Association for the Blind. in R. K Puram. A meeting with the Chairman, Mr. Thamboli and an elderly gentleman called Mr. Makhija was a learning experience I thought, till I went to the institute one hot afternoon, where I met a smart young man called Prashant, the Project Manager and a fan in Geeta.
As I was shown around the institute, I wondered if most were actually visually handicapped. The IT division of NAB in the basement looks like a neat and clean school lab, with dozens of computers. It always took a while to realize that most working at the comps were blind. The speed at which they were typing, studying school or college text material thru audio CD’s or the deftness at surfing the net would put many to shame.
I went to the ‘Tiny Tots’ section. It seems a class was in progression. However, it seemed anything but a class. While half a dozen teachers sat on different tables, the babies were anything but studying. Had my English teacher been around she would have loved to call it a ‘fish market’. As is the noise of a dozen kids was not enough, there lay a ‘two in one’ on one of the tables which had a female voice narrating something. I was told that the babies, while playing, screaming and shouting were actually listening to that voice on the ‘two in one’ attentively and that the class would end on a question answer session on the same. I was told this was their orientation towards audio in the real world. To be able to hear what they are supposed to inspite of the humdrum around.
After a lot of hesitation, I asked Mr. Makhija, if he knew the whereabouts of three of my students, Mayank, Nupur and dear Yogesh. I used to teach them Geography during my stint as a TGT in St. Mary’s school. We were not trained but only sensitized to the special children in class. While we taught in the conventional manner, the kids were forever busy taking notes in brail, with help from one of their fellow students. Well, actually Mayank and Nupur would do that but not Yogesh Gola.
Mayank had lost his sight on day two of his joining a prestigious school in Nainital. He fell from the mezzanine floor and lost his eyesight. He was a fabulous singer and harmonium player.
Nupur was the darling of the class. Always the first to answer ironical questions like “what is the colour used to show mountains in maps”. “Brown!”, she was always the first to reply. I remember, the first time someone showed me who Nupur was. She was in class four then, and a colleague pointed out one of the girls in a group dance of a 100 students in St. Mary’s play field. Nupur was dancing away in rhythm with the rest!
Yogesh Gola was another one. I must admit I was the fondest of him. I would never find him at his seat but always underneath the teacher’s desk. I used to hold his hand and make him walk around the class as I taught; else he would not let the class study. His antics and his sense of humour always had the class in splits. I could never ever get angry with him.
Yogesh wore the thickest possible soda bottle glasses. Always unkempt, sweaty and extremely naughty. His story was most heartrending. He was in the process of losing his vision. His sight was deteriorating every single month. He was being told by the teachers at NAB and his doc, that he should start learning Brail. He always came to school with his Brail kit, but would instead of using it, come half and inch close to the black board to note things in his notebook. His handwriting was atrocious. He refused to accept the fact that he was soon to go blind. Doctors gave him an year to see all that he could of the world.
I took it over myself to make him learn Braile. I told him I wanted to learn to write in Braile so that I could surprise Nupur and Mayank and also help them study better. I spent quite a few recesses in the library, treating him to his favourite juices and off course the samosas. I failed. He refused to learn or teach me, after day one. He said, I would not need Braile ever. I can see. That was true. He could see, but he refused to acknowledge the fact that soon he would not be able to.
This was 8 years ago, or was it 9? For all these years I had a small guilt. Though I had not told Yogesh, but I had thought of taking him to Appu Ghar then. Just one Saturday full of fun. He was the son of a truck driver who did not have the time or the money to visit his visually handicapped son at the NAB hostel. I never managed to spare that one Saturday, in my busy schedule of school and freelance voice over days.
After so many years, I was in the institute where these three students came after school, to translate the CW into Braile and to do their HW, revision, etc. The octogenarian Mr. Makhija did not remember Mayank but informed me that Nupur is presently placed in a MNC after having completed her MBA and Yogesh Gola is working with a company in Jaipur.
If people and my fans thought that my story of losing my voice and getting back on air was commendable, then they need to hear the final bit of Yogesh’s story. If I have mentioned in all my print and TV interviews that it was my positive attitude and the belief to be back as a jock that got me back my voice, it would seem a trivial achievement in front of Yogesh’s.
I was told at NAB by another Yogesh that Yogesh Gola, my class five student, was no longer blind. The stubborn and obstinate kid had his way. As his vision improved the first thing he it seems did was to tear the ‘visually handicapped’ certificate issued to him by NAB.
I do not know if Yogesh would remember his Rao Mam, but if he does read this blog someday, he should know, I adore him for his guts and perseverance.
Yogesh Gola, blind no more.